Growth

Hmm this thing of figuring out who my main is going to be is a fun task (sarcasum) Macabre is an interesting notion. She is a character that I do love, but then again I don't know exactly how much room she has for growth. I don't see her changing much... hmmmm o.o It a rule that most if not all characters should experiance growth EXPECIALLY the main character! Otherwise they become static and boring and that's total lamesauce!

Ugh fuck! I need like a month locked in a room full of creative people and all we do if talk and draw shit. Seriously! I'm in a rut!!!!!!

Buh I know what I think is interesting but I feel like it won't make an interesting/intruging character for everyone else. Mostly because I'm not particularly a person who stands out so that makes me feel like I'm boring, so if I'm boring doesn't that make my characters boring?

Bah I dunno. My braaaaain hurts ;_; I also epicly SUCK at networking. What did your parents tell you when you were a kid? Don't talk to strangers! Well I listened damnit o.o. That is my weakest point and that totally does make it hard for me to read a target audience becasue I have very few coming in and viewing my pages and what not. That's why other people do the whole networking thing for me in my professional life. It's just something that it completely over my head.

I need a partner!!!