More on Dresses and Plushies XD

So I'm done with dresses for the most part. A few of them need to be tried on and then linings can be sewn in and as for my dress it's compeleted. I even made a petti coat I'm just going to go get some chiffon so I can have lots of ruffles at the bottom... Maybe do a few different colors in that and see how it goes. No pictures though cause the duct tape torso is still on my maniquin and that makes it to big for the dress.

Incase you forgot the duct tape torso is for my Haze costume for costruction it's what everthing is getting shapped out on before I lay wonderfelx over it to create the armor.

I made two new patterns today. One is for the Companion Cube from POrtal... lol XD I wanted to.. I dunno if I'll ever make on, but hey it's fun and it something cute that people might potinaly buy. I also made a humanisze plushie pattern that'll let plushies stand or sit that I'm about to try our and see if it works right. I'm excited XD I hope it does.

Plushies have never been big on my list of things I like making but every once in a while they're nice a calming.... mostly because I usually hand sew most plushies I make... speaking of which I still need to find a good way to make Daxter's head... (from Jak and Daxter) his body is complete and has been hanging out on my floor for almost a year,,, it's sad lol XD... He's a life sized Daxter too... I don't have to give him a creepy flat face cause I'll be using him for cosplays, thats why I'm having prblems with it.. His snot is odd, it comes out but not a whole lot and it has a very spefific curve to it too... o.o One of these days I'll figure it out hopefully...

I'm also going to finally make the jacket for my Cammy costume, the material has been sitting on my floor forever @_@ along with SOOOOOOOOOO many other faberics for other costumes.. They'll get done eventually.

Other than that I am desperatly searching for a job.. which sucks balls cause I really need the money, fast food is probably going to be the only ones that hire me and god I don't want to work with food... smells like that make me feels sick... So heres hopeing that at least a coffe shop will hire me ;_;

Smoke and Lace

I still can't get used to Blonde Mac @_@

Both versions... One of these days I'll get used to it.. lol

Mac is such a good pin up!!!

Maybe that how she gets extra cash >_>

<_<

lol XD

Agoraphobia

Someone on my DA watch list recently posted a journal asking other if they had agoraphobia and how they deal with it. For those of you who don't know agoraphobia is a fear of open places such as malls, conventions ect. places where there is no where to hide and that usually involve large crowds of people. It often leads to anxiety and or panic attacks.

I am one of those people, but mine is under alot more control than other peoples. I avoid crowds like the plauge because those are what will send me into panic attacks. So all you assholes who used to try to see how many people you could stuff into elevators I school you have no idea how much I hate your guts. In High School there was this one hallway that I absoultly could not go down ever. i would take the long way around and often would end up being late to class. I also have the fear of open places to. Mostly becasue there is no control in a place like that. I can't go to new place like that by myself. That's why when I was living in Dallas it took me over a year to find out where places and thing where. As much as you may want to go out and find all these cool things at the same time it a terrifying prospect. That's why when I go places I annoy the shit out of someone to go with me, I have just recently gotten to the point to were I can go eat at resturants by myself. It took lots of guts and i did alot of drive to the resturant chicken out and go back home.

I know it's one of those fears the people usually hear about and make fun of cause they usually just hear the fear of open spaces part. But yeah it's something that is real and its scary for the people that have it. It is one of the rarer social anxiety disorders and it sucks. It takes a lot of work to get through things like that and it's even harder when there isn't anyone around who is particularly sympathetic to your fear. that's why a lot of people with this phobia just become shut ins and order everything online.... BTW the totally sell and delivery gorceries online... o.o .... Yeah I know.

But yeah I dunno seeing that in the other person's journal made me want to write about it... I think that is the first time I have ever read about someone else having that phobia, no one talks about it.

BDA Bad Romance Progression

XD

I'll be adding more people and pannels as i go. I dunno if I'm going to full shade each one, these pannels are stacking up fast. So far there's Alcina, Macabre, Lara, Shidonii, Moshe, and Isabelle.

I know Alcina's there alot, but I like those pannels alot... If anyone would end up being a mental pacient it would be her lol XP

What You've All Been Waiting For!

I know that's exatly what yall were waiting for XD

Dom should totally be the girl and Mac should be the guy... It works... It so does.

Fuck I want those shoes!!!!!! http://www.modcloth.com/store/ModCloth/Womens/Shoes/Unicorn+Princess+Heel+in+Black I'm even drawing them!!!!!!!! ;A;

Maybe Mac should like secrectly have a tiwn brother just so I can draw that guy more.... Or there some crazy experminet that's making people with switched genders cause I know yall definatly wanna see Dom with those lovely large boobies running around like a crazy person XD I still can't reallt get over how big I drew them compard to the waist... those suckers are like Fs I swear to god, those measurments look something like 42-20-44 lol I know I'm natorious for drawing exaggerated hips like no other. No woman I've ever draw would ever fit into single digit jeans lol XD but yeah... I think I just started paying more attention since Dom is a man... and in this drawing he's not XDDDDDD That probably is seriously the only reason I noticed. Mac has a nice broad chest and pretty man hips <3 <3 <3

I didn't think I'd be able to draw a man convincingly boney, but I think I pulled it off... :D

Kayne Holloway

Oh yeah it's my cowboy character that I drew today :)

I really feel like I should draw his legs longer... they actually really are proportiantly correct... But I'm natorious for drawing people with super long legs *twitches*

I happen to think he looks rather manly with all of the stubble and broad shoulders... Regardless of what my bastard friends said at the bar. -_-

You can see lots of my under drawings and what not, I left them there on purpose... He has spurs 8D

Dress Time

Here's on of Bailey's dresses that I'm making for her wedding. It's the only one finished right now lol XD

But yeah I like these suckers so I'm posting pictures.

It's one of the little girl ones :)

Sigh

Ever just feel like laying on the ground and making snow angels?

Where's my snow damnit.... -_-

Color Quiz and other randoms

Colorquiz time!!

Free personality analysis from ColorQuiz.com.

Generated on Fri, 11 Jun 2010 13:54:49 -0700

Your Existing Situation

Currently situation leaves her feeling uneasy and unsure of herself. Seeking a new environment bringing a greater sense of security and affection and less straining.

Your Stress Sources

Tries to hold back her normal enthusiastic and imaginative self in fear that she may get carried away by it and chase after unrealistic goals. Feels betrayed and used and is staying emotionally distant to keep others from hurting her more. her is distrusting and suspicious of the actions and intentions of other people.


Your Restrained Characteristics
"Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult."
"Current situation makes her feel unable to prove herself, but tries to make the best of things."
"Insists her hopes and ideas are realistic and achievable, but needs encouragement and support. her self-centeredness can cause her to take things too personally."
"Emotionally withdrawn, feels forced to make compromises which makes emotional attachments difficult."

Your Desired Objective

Is very driven toward accomplishments and is eager to push through the difficulties that stand in her way. she is very intense and impulsive and often times her behavior leads to risk taking.


Your Actual Problem

"Is disappointed and let down, feels there is no point in making new goals as they will leave her feeling the same way. Looking for friendly, pleasant relationships with others, who will further develop her intellect. Feels her current relationships are empty and holding her back. Reacting with an intense desire to become involved in various activities aimed at achieving her goals."

Your Actual Problem #2

"Wishes she was more spontaneous and impulsive, but holds back because she needs things to be in order, rational, and clearly defined."

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Hmmmm yeah Interesting, I like that quiz though cause it changes with your moods, it's fancy like that.
 
I'm craving Chick-fil-a like no other. Chicken sandwhich with honey roasted bbq sauce and waffle fries with a sweet tea ;_; sound soooooooooooooo good. Bah
 
I'm trying to find a cool Lady Gaga outfit that I like, I decided that next time I go to a convention I'm going to be her and show up all the crappy ones that I saw this year o.o lol
 
And I'm still drooling over those Unicorn Princess Heels in black from Modcloth.... i want a pair so bad ;_; They still have my size in stock so I'm hopefully that I might be able to get a pair before they sell out and give me time to get the money for them.
 
Yeah kind of a pointless update to take a break from sewing.


I think I've narrowed it down to these two

From Love Game. Cause I want to make those glasses, and I want a hood for some reason, plus Lady Gaga is cooler with long hair! lol XP

Or the black one... Even though this one doesn't have a hood. But i wouldn't have to get new shoes cause I have black ones shaped like that, and I could add sunglasses if I wanted too. (also from Lovegame)

Or this one from Telephone. Just cause I find it super amuzing, I'd have a nude leotard on underneath with all the tape sewed to it.

Hmmmm Desitions desitions. Either way I won't die of heat stroke and that a super plus... And I get to find cool shoes XD

And yes I totatlly scrub through videos and took print screens of stuff I liked :P

Oh A-Kon

It was fun for the most part. :) I'm going to leave a few things out about my weekend though.

Thurday i went to get my pass for I wouldn't spend all day waiting for it costume like I did last time and then we didn't have time to go do anything it sucked balls... The line was still long but not wrapping around the building yet, it took an hour... How do I know because we had to keep track of time before we only put an hours worth of money in the meter out front.

Friday! I kind of stalled getting into costume becasue it was super hot out. I was smart though and I rolled my regular clothes up and put them in the puches i had just in case (I forgot different shoes and underwear though... That becomes important later in this story) I wore my Talwyn costume because there was supposed to be this Video Game Character contest thing and there were cash prizes... So we spent about a good hour and hald trying to find the damn thing because it some how ended up in a completely different building... And we might as well have been walking outside with how out it was in that sky bridge that finally took us to it. So I finally got entered in to the contest and what not and it is SOOOOO much cooler in this building, less people and their air conditioner must have been set oon like 40 it was heavenly. However after that I was starting to feel pretty sick, even though it felt like my body was starting to cool down it wasn't apperently. so i went into the bathrrom to change. (I totally laid on the floor for like 10 minutes.) First thing I get the shirt off and I notice that it is drenched in sweat litterally... That makes me super nervous, my pants are made out of PVC (faux leather basicly) and are unlined o.o I get them off and they are litterally so soaked that I have to take off my under wear because they feel like I just went a jumped in a swimming pool. It was super gross and I wasn't very happy (happy to be out of costume though. So now my two problems are I am wearing really short shorts with no underwear and I have to keep wearing th boots because I didn't bring any other shoes. We knew someone at one of the booths that let me keep my costume there so we wouldn't have to walk back out to the car and I luckily Adriana had a pair of flip flops that she let me borrow in my size. I've never been so greatfull. I really like that costume too... But untill I can come up with something else it's strickly on the winter only list.

Me and Patrick (as Mario) Unknowingly making the same face lol XD

My shoulder armor broke >_<

The one was litterlly taken seconds before I went to the bathroom to change... Look at that sweat stain >_< ewwwwww!!!! My face got really shiney too

On the plus side though my arm pits wheren't sweating at all... Thank you Cinical Strength Secret deoderant!!! I buy it speficically for events like this.. It saves lives... The other people there should learn about deoderant too...

Anywho after my lovely fiacso and only getting to wear my costume for about 2 hours I finally got to meet up with Grady and we wandered around aimlessly alot until we finally split ways at the end of the day.

I still need to find out who won that contest... I never did find out and I wanna know o.o

Saturday!!!!! I'm not going to lie... Saturday was my favorite day at the con. Different costume that I waited to put on till I got TO the convention, none of this sweating in the back seat bullshit. I was Veser from Hanna is Not a Boy's Name! First thing we did was go over to Ms. Tessa Stone's table and I harrassed/loved her. I mentioned that I remembered seeing her in the halls at school and she looked weird with long hair, which I'm pretty sure made me sound like a creeper, but I didn't realise that until after I said it. o.o But it's the truth!!! lol SHe gave me a free button and when she saw my teeth told me that in her head Veser was jealous. lol XD made me happy. She also told me that there were others around and they were going to gather at her table at 2 so we could take pictures of awesome. Wandered around some came back and then we ended up going over to the food court before we took all of the pictures. And then Awesomeness ensued o.o

That ledge was super high up >_< I hate heights

Oh I make such stupid faces to cameras.... In my head though this pictures sounds something like this.

Veser You aren't really going to cry are you?

lol Patrick looks so sad in that picture XD

There are still a HELL of a lot more pictures from that lol. I still need to get them all though from toher people and from Patrick. It was so Much fun!!! I actually ended up staying in that for all most the entire day even though i was dying of heatstroke but it wasn't as bad as on Friday....

Then we Went back to Tessa's booth and we did this o.o

Hanna is NOT a Choir

It was a blast!!!

Sunday. It was kinda meh.... I didn change into my Silent Hill Nurse costume and it was pretty bad ass even with out me taking the time to put any makup on my chest. I got quiet a few pictures taken of me in the short amount of time that I wore it... i did end up taking it off soon after I put it on though because I was hungry and they wouldn't let me into the damn food court with it on. I was super pissed!!! So if you happened to get a picture of a Silent Hill Nurse on Sunday it was probably me and if you could send me the picture I would be super greatfull, because I didnt get any pictures of it myself. So instead my day ened up being filled with pretty much just sitting around and talking.. I did get these bad ass pictures though.

Pretty Rainbows )

I'll post other pictures I have and will get in a different post.... This one is starting to bog down my computer.