BAH!!

o.o So I think I'm going to have to go to the Doctor... o.o God I hate the Doctor with a burning passion, not only can I so not afford to right now I just plain don't like anything about hospitals, I go to measures not to go to them.. Broke a bone, call mom, fix myself (has so done that before, don't doubt me!!!) Almost slice off a limb, I has bandaids.. lol

But anywho my jaw is absolutly MURDERING ME!!!! It's been going on for about 2 weeks now... At first I thought it was just mild case of TMJ, it happends from time to time, my jaw hurt, headache, and earache. I thought I was just clenching my jaw or something from the pain when it persisted. However lastnight I had to take Advil PM to fall asleep (that stuff knocks me out) and this morning I pretty much gargled Orejel (not really don't do that!!!) the sever strength kind and I've been throwing back advil like it's candy. So when my mouth unnumbs and the avdil wears off it hurts like hell! ;_; I really don't want to go to the Doctor, but I'm not going to keep doing this every day. Hopefully it not anything toooo super major. I really hope not, Doctors always find the worst possible thing wrong with me i swear to God.

Meheeeheheheheee -_-

In more happy news I've started to go through all of my clothing and acttually getting rid of stuff. Like all of the clothing that I have that is way to big or I just don't wear anymore.. I can acttually fit things in my drawers now.. All that's left it the closet.

I had a brilliant idea and I want to try it o.o S'mores Cupcakes... I don't know how I'm going to pull this off but I'll find a way damn it!!!!

Hopefully I get to go see Ironman 2 tomorrow/today (whatever I haven't slept yet) I reaaaaaaally hope so >_< I should really probably get to sleep in that case but I'm obviously having problems sleeping. Bah..

And that is all maybe more artsy things to come I need t sew somethings but I don't have the motivation. I'd feel better if I just knew that everything was going to work out well.